Tuesday, November 21, 2006
seriously i've got nothing much to blog these few days..!! weather is getting so cold, so do take much care everyone..!!
just logged in to another blogger account of mine, guess only qianhui you would know ba.. as usual i always tell you all these kinda things.. it records all entries which i cant put it into words.. last entry is at 13 april 2006 (a while after me and her broke off).. it just somehow brought back that kind of feeling, the lost feeling i had at that period of time..
i'm trying to find back what exactly confidence is in a relationship.. it seems so hard.. and where does trust and confidence stands in there..?!? set a new target, go for her is easy, but at the end of the day, what am i trying to achieve..??! her heart, mind, soul or just to achieve my target..??
can someone tell me.. please..
sincerely i had to ask myself what the heck am i doing sometimes.. nothing came out, except i just realised that, buddies are still the best, they wouldnt hurt you, they're always there for you.. but they cant be by your side forever, they've got their own life too..
and now, back to myself, do i hate that blog for recalling those sad memories..?? or its just hating myself.??
something is wrong with me.. very very wrong..
and we will walk till the end 12:21 AM