Wednesday, April 12, 2006
just got back from the hospital.. phew.. dad was still alright afterall.. well, just did a checkup and found some not-known-from-where chemical/acid in his stomach, causing his stomach to hurt.. hmmm.. anyway..
its my last SECOND day of work at Penguin, well, finished work, went for dinner with clement at lot 1 and, yes, headed straight down to the hospital by CAB with my brother.. Changi General Hospital somemore.. woohoo.. and also, for the first time.. listen up.. FIRST TIME.. i really listen to what's in dad's heart.. for these 18 going to be 19 years, about me, about mum, about baby, and about my career and future.. well, it touches my heart deep deep in.. everything seems to be kept to only himself until today, as i don't see him more than 2 hours everyday..
he was kinda asking me if i'm still going out with baby.. well, so i basically just answered "yea.. but it's more seldom than before nowadays, due to her and my work.. and we're both real busy.."..
hmm.. ok.. initially i expected his answer to be:
"don't get too serious, relationship always put it the last priority.. get your studies done first.."
or something like that..
BUT who knows, he actually told me :
"you've grown up, i can't talk any sense out of you anymore.. its ok to have a partner, i believe you know what's the best for you, and of course, you know her much much more than me.. you should know very clearly than me how and what to do to your own relationship.. i can only judge her by appearance and attitude, and hoping that she's a good girl for you, so i can't say much.. but i still don't hope that you ever neglect any of your studies or anything, because if you do that, this relationship is not worthy anymore.."
gosh.. i really remain silent throughout..!! i'm in lost of words.. i had never felt like this before in front of my parents.. well..
but i really don't know what to do now..
and we will walk till the end 10:57 PM
