Saturday, March 18, 2006
i hate writing all these things.. but it just happen to come across my mind and i'm yea sick again.. just finished reading eliza and bro fanghao's blog..
well, what was written in eliza blog was, reality is always more complicated than dreams.. however, a dream will no longer be a dream when it has come true.. yet life would be meaningless again if you don't see any dreams to push you forward.. dream, its just a series of "far-sighted" target.. you gotta go clearing one by one in order to get to that dream.. so far, my dreams are set, i just lack of that motivation..!! i need that really..
and recently, me and bro fanghao were on quite a few sea-trials.. it's basically the ship's maiden sail off.. and i wonder if it happens to be a failure, and the ship just tear or explode off from the bottom, all of us in the ship might just kiss goodbye and remain unfound under the sea.. will someone ever miss us..
so sick to go down to office today, and seriously i need a short rest for the day after "so much" things happening.. i can't get the mental stress off my mind.. if comes when it feels like it..!!
silent killer
i had never felt so useless and helpless in my life..
will you come back to me like normal again..
and we will walk till the end 12:26 AM