Friday, February 17, 2006
its the last week, last day, last hour of my year 2 in NP.. grrr..!! sick of it, exams are coming.. well, just finished my CM paper, its.. well.. totally fcuked up.. i don't really feel regret because i didn't study for it, neither do i feel guilty or whatsoever shit..
hmmm, attachment are near, presentation are almost done.. so are my courses.. hmm, well, i wasn't really that satisfied with what i've done for my studies.. hmm, it just come to me that it don't really worth what i paid for.. ok, but i've got no choice, i had to.. it looks at least a little better with a certificate..
don't really remember what i've been doing these few days, but all i know is i'm gonna earn more money once my exams are fucked off.. alright, maybe even before that.. 6 weeks of attachment are boring, i'm looking forward more to the holiday to genting.. ok, i hope it succeeded this time..!! "succeeded".. the previous trip was cancelled due to the stupid monsoon thing, we ended up still gotta pay them $$$..
suffering from concussion these few days too, the feeling is like, un-natural + tired + emptiness + excitment + lonely + boring + guilty of whatever blah blah blah.. can anyone tell me is this normal..?? because i didn't know which one is it exactly in my mind though.. hmmm.. =.=''
maybe i need to cool down a little bit..!! and i need you too..!!
and we will walk till the end 1:29 PM
